Am in a realtion wit a guy v r in a realtion 4rm 4yr ..i love him so much. Hes very happy bing wit me. ?

bt am nt happy wit him. he is nt expres. I stil dnt knw weather he loves me or nt . He takes me 4 gurantd wat can i do? He always trys 2 b rude wit me .i always b bhind him 2 tak 2 me n undrstand me